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aniayGods I’ve never ever written something so angsty before Oo I scaere myself, and my plt bunny just made me write it as prequel to Friend
Title: Leave me alone, I’m lonely
Author: Aniay
Parts: 1/1
Fandom: Bleach
Pairing: Byakuya/Ichigo
Rating: PG-13
Words: 921
Warning: Songfic. Angst. Probably OOC
Notes: Slight AU. Ichigo is Captain. Kind of prequel to Friend
Disclaimer: I don’t own bleach. Sadly. Kubo Tite does. Song is property of PINK.
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
I love you so
Much more when you're not here
Watchin all the bad shows
Drinking all of my beer
"Kurosaki Taichou" Byakuya watched as soft features hardens suddenly and brown eyes grow cold "You should leave immediately" His words was meant to hurt. Even if he didn't want Ichigo to be hurt ever again he wouldn't want to be hurt either.
"But Byakuya" -Didn't he understand?-
"It's captain Kuchiki from now on" Pained expression made him so huggable -Was it even a word?- After short silence same lips that Byakuya kissed not so long ago parted to say Words of honor that Kuchiki felt as a smack on his cheek.
"Yes Kuchiki Taichou" Ichigo bowed "Good bye" Then the orange-haired Captain turned on the spot and with his Shinigami robes billowing after him he left. Byakuya wanted so much to stop him, to kiss him, to say sorry and then fuck him senseless. All he could do was to stare on person disappearing in the distance. He went to his own quarters. Bottle of sake waiting patiently for days like this. Days when he had enough of cocky Shinigami and he done everything to hurt him, every time regretting it short after. Today was different, the goodbye was said once and for all. Byakuya laughed madly his head was one hell of a mess.
I don't believe Adam and Eve
Spent every goddamn day together
If you give me some room there will be room enough for two
Next day he have a captain meeting so probably he will see Kyoraku and Ukitake flirting witch each other just before everyone eyes. -It has to be for public eyes. It's impossible to be so happy together. If Ichigo was less possessive everything would be easier-
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight
Shinigami stood up, his breath smelling of sake but his posture still composed. He was tired of this relationship
I don't wanna wake up with another
But I don't wanna always wake up with you either
No you can't hop into my shower
All I ask for is one fuckin' hour
Byakuya flash stepped to his fukutaichou quarters. Redhead seemed sound asleep. It wasn’t first time Byakuya paid his second in command a late night visit. Renji without opening his eyes moved to one side of his bed making place for his Taichou. Dark-haired noble took invitation willingly. -He needed to forget he needed sex without commitments, big words and other any crap Ichigo pulled up every time they landed in bed together.- His hand wandering over redhead's body his head over Ichigo's -Sumanai...- Byakuya apologized to no one in particular before he took Renji. Sixth division fukutaichou was used to being his captain vent for all hidden emotions and feelings. Short after they both finished Byakuya was gone.
You taste so sweet
But I can't eat the same thing every day
Cuttin off the phone
Leave me the fuck alone
Tomorrow I'll be beggin' you to come home
Next day Byakuya went to Captain meeting. In the middle of it he caught pained brown gaze looking into his own obsidian eyes.
After the talking was done, on his way to Kuchiki estate he was snatched by strong hand and dragged into some forgotten corner of seiretei. His eyes caught a glimpse of strawberry blonde hair before his lips was crushed with searing kiss. Kuchiki hair almost automatically responded to exploring tongue his hands making it's way into short hair. -One day and he already missed orange-haired Shinigami-
When they parted lips, both were panting.
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight
Obsidian orbs slightly hazed with arousal looked into warm brown ones and saw there thing that had to be crushed once and for all. Hope.
"Kurosaki Taichou I presume such incident won't happen anymore" With this words Byakuya left, he could only imagine burning pain inside chocolate eyes.
Go away
Come back
Go away
Come back
Why can't I just have it both ways
Go away
Come back
Go away
Come back
I wish you knew the difference
Go away
Come back
He wasn't completely sure if he did right. his heart wanted to have Ichigo beside him, loving him, worshipping even. His mind cold and logical to the core was telling him that everyone he ever let into his heart hurt him or left leaving his heart broken and soul destroyed. -Ichigo wasn't someone with who friend fuck would ever work as it did with Abarai, did he even could call it friend fuck?- Byakuya didn't know, however he did know one thing To crush this relationship he needed one more action to perform.
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
-He will give up some of his dignity but this way Ichigo will not be able to hurt him.-
Every Saturday there was this party in one of Seiretei's bar 'The Deadly Dome' everyone or at least almost everyone gathered there every week. Byakuya never cared for socializing with others, he have been there only once and tonight would be the second time.
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight
Byakuya went into cavern-like room loud buzz of many people speaking all at once hitting his sensitive ears. Finding Orange mop was easy. Ichigo sat just beside redhead fukutaichou. Kurosaki haven't spotted dark-haired man until he was yanked up by a noble and kissed violently. After short wild kiss brown eyes looked at Byakuya questioningly. Sixth division captain saw his fukutaichou watching him carefully.
"Kurosaki Taichou this is the last time I'm doing it. Now you should do someone else to fuck you" He heard words leaving his mouth -did I just told him that- His heart raced but his mind stayed cold as always. Freezing auburn glare he got from his Second in command terrified him. In Ichigo’s eyes almost flowed with tears, it was first time he saw strongest Shinigami in seiretei crying. And then Ichigo was gone without a word. Aura of dignity still surrounding him. Short after Renji was gone to, not even paying respect to his CO. Byakuya found himself starring at the door. He left not noticing stares he get from everyone.
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight
When he came back to his quarters he felt so lonely like never before his only companion half emitted bottle of sake. When he drunk, tiny gleam of hope was warming his freezing heart. hope that Ichigo will come back, that he will forgive him... Byakuya smiled sadly he do have a fucked up mind.
Tonight
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
I'm tired
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Tonight
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Title: Leave me alone, I’m lonely
Author: Aniay
Parts: 1/1
Fandom: Bleach
Pairing: Byakuya/Ichigo
Rating: PG-13
Words: 921
Warning: Songfic. Angst. Probably OOC
Notes: Slight AU. Ichigo is Captain. Kind of prequel to Friend
Disclaimer: I don’t own bleach. Sadly. Kubo Tite does. Song is property of PINK.
Leave me alone, I’m lonely
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
I love you so
Much more when you're not here
Watchin all the bad shows
Drinking all of my beer
"Kurosaki Taichou" Byakuya watched as soft features hardens suddenly and brown eyes grow cold "You should leave immediately" His words was meant to hurt. Even if he didn't want Ichigo to be hurt ever again he wouldn't want to be hurt either.
"But Byakuya" -Didn't he understand?-
"It's captain Kuchiki from now on" Pained expression made him so huggable -Was it even a word?- After short silence same lips that Byakuya kissed not so long ago parted to say Words of honor that Kuchiki felt as a smack on his cheek.
"Yes Kuchiki Taichou" Ichigo bowed "Good bye" Then the orange-haired Captain turned on the spot and with his Shinigami robes billowing after him he left. Byakuya wanted so much to stop him, to kiss him, to say sorry and then fuck him senseless. All he could do was to stare on person disappearing in the distance. He went to his own quarters. Bottle of sake waiting patiently for days like this. Days when he had enough of cocky Shinigami and he done everything to hurt him, every time regretting it short after. Today was different, the goodbye was said once and for all. Byakuya laughed madly his head was one hell of a mess.
I don't believe Adam and Eve
Spent every goddamn day together
If you give me some room there will be room enough for two
Next day he have a captain meeting so probably he will see Kyoraku and Ukitake flirting witch each other just before everyone eyes. -It has to be for public eyes. It's impossible to be so happy together. If Ichigo was less possessive everything would be easier-
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight
Shinigami stood up, his breath smelling of sake but his posture still composed. He was tired of this relationship
I don't wanna wake up with another
But I don't wanna always wake up with you either
No you can't hop into my shower
All I ask for is one fuckin' hour
Byakuya flash stepped to his fukutaichou quarters. Redhead seemed sound asleep. It wasn’t first time Byakuya paid his second in command a late night visit. Renji without opening his eyes moved to one side of his bed making place for his Taichou. Dark-haired noble took invitation willingly. -He needed to forget he needed sex without commitments, big words and other any crap Ichigo pulled up every time they landed in bed together.- His hand wandering over redhead's body his head over Ichigo's -Sumanai...- Byakuya apologized to no one in particular before he took Renji. Sixth division fukutaichou was used to being his captain vent for all hidden emotions and feelings. Short after they both finished Byakuya was gone.
You taste so sweet
But I can't eat the same thing every day
Cuttin off the phone
Leave me the fuck alone
Tomorrow I'll be beggin' you to come home
Next day Byakuya went to Captain meeting. In the middle of it he caught pained brown gaze looking into his own obsidian eyes.
After the talking was done, on his way to Kuchiki estate he was snatched by strong hand and dragged into some forgotten corner of seiretei. His eyes caught a glimpse of strawberry blonde hair before his lips was crushed with searing kiss. Kuchiki hair almost automatically responded to exploring tongue his hands making it's way into short hair. -One day and he already missed orange-haired Shinigami-
When they parted lips, both were panting.
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight
Obsidian orbs slightly hazed with arousal looked into warm brown ones and saw there thing that had to be crushed once and for all. Hope.
"Kurosaki Taichou I presume such incident won't happen anymore" With this words Byakuya left, he could only imagine burning pain inside chocolate eyes.
Go away
Come back
Go away
Come back
Why can't I just have it both ways
Go away
Come back
Go away
Come back
I wish you knew the difference
Go away
Come back
He wasn't completely sure if he did right. his heart wanted to have Ichigo beside him, loving him, worshipping even. His mind cold and logical to the core was telling him that everyone he ever let into his heart hurt him or left leaving his heart broken and soul destroyed. -Ichigo wasn't someone with who friend fuck would ever work as it did with Abarai, did he even could call it friend fuck?- Byakuya didn't know, however he did know one thing To crush this relationship he needed one more action to perform.
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
-He will give up some of his dignity but this way Ichigo will not be able to hurt him.-
Every Saturday there was this party in one of Seiretei's bar 'The Deadly Dome' everyone or at least almost everyone gathered there every week. Byakuya never cared for socializing with others, he have been there only once and tonight would be the second time.
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight
Byakuya went into cavern-like room loud buzz of many people speaking all at once hitting his sensitive ears. Finding Orange mop was easy. Ichigo sat just beside redhead fukutaichou. Kurosaki haven't spotted dark-haired man until he was yanked up by a noble and kissed violently. After short wild kiss brown eyes looked at Byakuya questioningly. Sixth division captain saw his fukutaichou watching him carefully.
"Kurosaki Taichou this is the last time I'm doing it. Now you should do someone else to fuck you" He heard words leaving his mouth -did I just told him that- His heart raced but his mind stayed cold as always. Freezing auburn glare he got from his Second in command terrified him. In Ichigo’s eyes almost flowed with tears, it was first time he saw strongest Shinigami in seiretei crying. And then Ichigo was gone without a word. Aura of dignity still surrounding him. Short after Renji was gone to, not even paying respect to his CO. Byakuya found himself starring at the door. He left not noticing stares he get from everyone.
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight
When he came back to his quarters he felt so lonely like never before his only companion half emitted bottle of sake. When he drunk, tiny gleam of hope was warming his freezing heart. hope that Ichigo will come back, that he will forgive him... Byakuya smiled sadly he do have a fucked up mind.
Tonight
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
I'm tired
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Tonight
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
