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aniayI don't know about you but it's obvious to me.
Hubby feels obligated to earn more money but it equals the fact that when his friend, that he works for, called today for him to come and drill two FUCKING holes he went.
While earlier he said that he'd rather stay home and not go to my parents for dinner.
I wanted to spend this day together SO i didn't went either even though I wanted to.
But now that his friend moves a finger he's following like a fucking puppy.
I HATE THAT!
WHY am I always doing what HE wants? WHY what I want is not important.
Why am I having depression again? *hides under the quilt and sobs*
Hubby feels obligated to earn more money but it equals the fact that when his friend, that he works for, called today for him to come and drill two FUCKING holes he went.
While earlier he said that he'd rather stay home and not go to my parents for dinner.
I wanted to spend this day together SO i didn't went either even though I wanted to.
But now that his friend moves a finger he's following like a fucking puppy.
I HATE THAT!
WHY am I always doing what HE wants? WHY what I want is not important.
Why am I having depression again? *hides under the quilt and sobs*
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Date: 2012-01-01 04:15 pm (UTC)He works, he earns, he makes the rules!
DAMN!
I will regret it later, he will make sure of it.
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Date: 2012-01-01 04:26 pm (UTC)